Wish I could actually express how I feel for once
- dévastée
- triste
- coupable
Je connaissais ce qui se passait, je sais ce que j’ai fait, j’aurais aimé avoir plus de temps.
sur le bon côté des choses, mon choix est clair.
Sometimes french is the only way i can actually say how I feel, sadly, no one I knows it.
After puking blood all morning, I decided to go out with some friends and try to distract myself. I ended up seeing my ex, my stalker and couples as far as my eyes could reach.
I decided to go home early and sleep, but my cat wouldn’t let me. So, I decided to go online and distract myself. Little did I know, Facebook was not the friendliest thing out there. Now I’m just venting a little and wanting to leave a mark somewhere before I make myself forget. I shall work my ass off tomorrow and hope my mask stays on.
